Friday, January 30, 2004

Sad Songs



Over the past week or two I've started listening to the radio again, mostly 92.5 XRV. I turn it on for background music, if I'm tilted back in the easy chair reading or snoozing.

I've always had a fondness for sad and melancholy songs. I'm a sucker for 'em - the more heart-breaking, the better. I'm not sure what that says about me; I'll leave that for others to decide. So some nights back, when the strains of plaintitive song pulled my attention from my book, I stopped and listened. The song was simple - no fancy solos or instrumentation - sung by Warren Zevon in a somewhat wobbly voice. It's called Keep Me in Your Heart from his last album The Wind. The song - indeed the entire album - was recorded with Zevon knowing he would soon die of cancer. These are the words to this particular song:

Shadows are falling and I'm running out of breath
Keep me in your heart for awhile.


If I leave you it doesn't mean I love you any less
Keep me in your heart for awhile


When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun
Keep me in your heart for while


There's a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done
Keep me in your heart for while


Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for while


Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for while


Sometimes when you're doing simple things around the house
Maybe you'll think of me and smile


You know I'm tied to you like the buttons on your blouse
Keep me in your heart for while


Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams
Touch me as I fall into view
When the winter comes keep the fires lit
And I will be right next to you


Engine driver's headed north to Pleasant Stream
Keep me in your heart for while


These wheels keep turning but they're running out of steam
Keep me in your heart for while


Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for while


Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo
Keep me in your heart for while


Keep me in your heart for while

I think I heard the saddest song ever.
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You Talk Too Much...



...or at least you can now that I have comments again.
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Little Mascara



All you ever wanted was someone to take care of ya...
-The Replacements

The topic of the day over at Smitten is this article by one Neil Steinberg of the Chicago Sun-Times. Deb presented her own particular take on this piece, but I couldn’t resist adding my own $0.02. Because, you see, the thrust of Mr. Steinberg’s article is that if you’re 30 or over and single, well then you are a coward and possibly stupid to boot. And I am several years past 30 and about as single as one can be.

Mr. Steinberg makes two sweeping assumptions about us over-30 singles. Number one – we’re quite useless and are guilty of wasting our lives:

“Married people are more plugged into life, their shoulders are to the struggle of moving civilization. Single people keep the cosmetic surgery industry alive and that's about it. “

“Rather, in our eyes, we are trying to help our single friends salvage what's left of their lives before the years pass, irretrievable.”

“Married people risk their entire lives, and while things do go spectacularly wrong, they tend to go right and either way they are actually building something real, which is more than single people can say. “

Number two – single folks over 30 are single not only because they want to be, but because they eschew marriage out of cowardice.

“Of course single people are happy. I'd have been happy staying in kindergarten. But life requires you to move on, and those dragging their feet shouldn't try to transform it into a virtue.”

“Single people are cowards and it pains us to see them strut around in their narrow boxes, declaring them the whole wide world.”

Now the mind-boggling idiocy of the first assumption should be quite obvious. Is someone who is over 30, single, and say… an EMT wasting their life and not contributing? What about a writer? A garbageman? Odds are, somewhere a single person over 30 is contributing something to your life through his or her work.

But leaving that aside, let’s examine Mr. Steinberg’s take on the emotional contributions of single folks: useless, invalid and certainly not ‘real’ or creating any bonds that are ‘real.’ Apparently feelings and emotional ties are meaningless unless developed in the framework of marriage.

Think about that for a minute. Close your eyes and summon a picture and memories of someone close to you who is single. Think of every good time you’ve had with this person, every time he or she made you laugh or smile, or comforted you when you were or hurt of upset, or simply helped you in some way. Would your life be poorer for their absence? I think so. Are the ties between the two of you ‘real’ and more importantly valuable? I think so.

Mr. Steinberg’s second assumption is equally moronic. Especially since he contradicts himself. Some how single folks over 30 are avoiding marriage out of fear but at the same time desperately seeking marriage.

“…most singles are leaning against the bar, sighing, waiting for somebody -- anybody -- to happen by. The social swirl is a fallacy, at least after age 30 or so, when all the normal people get married. “

Yes indeed – we’re vainly searching for the same things that terrifies us into being ‘cowards.’ Riiighhhht. Frankly, if you see me leaning against the bar it's because I'm on the far side of several pints. Are there people who remain single due to a fear of emotional commitment? Sure, I’ve met them, and so have you. But are there folks who get married out of a fear of being alone? Oh yes there are, and we’ve met them too.

Mr. Steinberg sees marriage as a necessary corollary to self-improvement and growth as a person.

“Married people are better. I can't imagine the monster I'd have become if I didn't have my sainted wife pulling me in the opposite direction. Left to their own devices, people do not change, they only become more so, concentrating themselves as the years go by. That's why so many old people, deprived of their mates, reduce down into these bitter, vinegary distillates of their former selves.”

Obviously I don’t know Mr. Steinberg personally. But if he was such a hopeless case that he needed to get married in order to have someone to save him from himself, well, hey – I’m glad you found someone. Me, I think attaching yourself to someone in the hopes that they’ll somehow magically transform you into someone else, that they’ll rescue you from your own life, is a recipe for dependency and disaster. He goes on to say:

“Marriage is good because -- and single people just can't get their arms around this -- you are not the best person there ever was. Marriage binds you to someone else and puts you under their influence.”

Hmmm. I’ve never pretended to be the ‘best person ever’ – the very idea is ridiculous. But marriage is not the only thing that binds you to someone else, and before you can be under anyone’s influence you have to be open to other’s influence.

The fact is, the only person that can change you for the better is… you. Whether that happens has nothing to do with whether you’re married and everything to do with whether or not you’re open to learning from others and growing form the experience. I’ve learned something from every woman I’ve ever been involved with; each taught me something and changed me in some way. My friends and family too, continue to teach me – often by example – and to influence my thoughts and decisions as I try to be the person I wish to be.

About the only thing Mr. Steinberg writes that I agree with is this:

“It takes guts to scrap all the pipe dreams of perfection and commit yourself to an actual person in the living world. “

Yes it does, but getting married doesn’t make you a hero or transform you into a higher order of being.

I would love to be married, to make that connection with someone. But I am a complete person on my own. I won’t settle and be stampeded into marriage out of fear of being alone. Nor will I marry someone hoping that it will make my life – the life I have created – better. I'm not waiting for perfection. I'm waiting - sometimes looking - for someone who compliments me as I compliment them. Someone with whom I can have a relationship that is bigger than than the sum of it's individual components.

I don’t want a savior. I want a partner. Big difference.
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Thursday, January 29, 2004

Every Day I Write the Book



Bookslut suggests the 50 book challenge, as "an excuse to read more this year." Read 50 books in 2004 in blog about each one.

I fell a little short of the mark in 2003, reading 46 books last year. (Yes, I keep track of these things. Yes, I'm a freak.) But I'm off to a running start in 2004 - nine so far - so I think I can meet the challenge.

The hard part will be making sure I write about each one.
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004

All Around the World



...or at least chunks of the continental United States.



create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide


(link via Heather)
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Monday, January 26, 2004

What a Friend We Have in Cheeses



Some belated Cheddar...

1.Do you read more male or female bloggers? Why do you suppose that is?
Scanning my blogroll and taking a quick survey, it seems I read more male bloggers than female bloggers, but only by a slight margin. I'm not sure what exactly accounts for that margin either; I simply reads what I likes.
2. Does politicizing a blog send you packing if the blogger's beliefs are opposed to your own? Or, do you only read opinions that you agree with?
What will send me fumbling for my mouse and the safety of the 'back' button is any kind of hot air or empty platitudes (Liberals are commies! Republicans are Nazis! Why? Because I said so!) devoid of any logical point. I read blogs with political content from both the left and right. Whether or not I agree is beside the point; I'm looking for intelligent and thought provoking commentary, not blind agreement.
3. Do you read other Cheddar X answers before writing your own?
No.
4. What was the last utterly ridiculous thing someone said to you?
Can I see your cards?

If you want to see my cards you have to call. No exceptions.
5. What world record would you most like to hold?
How about the luckiest man alive? That would be a good thing I think.
6. What types of blog posts make you want to comment more often than not?
First and foremost, posts written about topics near and dear to me - books, history, history books - you get the idea.

And if you make me a laugh I'll at least say thanks.
7. Does your significant other have a beloved article of clothing that you hate? Have you contemplated "accidentally" destroying it?
There is no significant other at present. Nor can I remember any prior ones having an article of clothing I hated. (That sort of thing seems to be reserved for my wardrobe.) The only articles of clothing that I can recall any former girlfriends wearing were articles I liked.*

And what kind of weirdo 'accidentally' destroys clothing belonging to a girlfriend or a boyfriend? I thought that sort of thing only happened on sitcoms.


*Confession: If in the process of getting ready for a night out in formal or semi-formal attire I am asked by a date/significant other 'which dress do you like best?' I will almost always answer 'the black one.'

If I am pressed for details I will clarify by adding 'the short black one.'
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Friday, January 23, 2004

Coming Attractions



If you live in the Bostn area, there's a whole bunch of movie goodness coming your way, courtesy of the Brattle Theatre. The Brattle is currently running a series titled Humphrey Bogart: The Stuff That Dreams Are Made Of. In addition to the films featured in that Monday series, you can also catch other Bogart flicks such as Beat The Devil (an overlooked classic directed by John Huston) and Dark Passage.

Some other showings to look forward to at the Brattle...
-January 28th, The Wild Bunch: Peckinpah's Western opus
-February 13th - 22nd, The Ninth Annual Bugs Bunny Film Festival
-February 24th, Reservoir Dogs: my favorite Tarantino film


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Thursday, January 22, 2004

Randandom in Brief



Seamus Heaney, Nobel winning poet, having expressed an admiration for Eminem, waxes eloquent on various and sundry rap stars.

Dr. Dre
“I cannot say if he is a doctor or not. This I do not know. But I do recall the shells which fell long ago on the pastures of Wicklow, cleaving the earth in two, and the sound of weapons crackling from the wireless. They are with me still, these songs of ruin. The sprung rhythm recognizes its own.”
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On The Nightstand...Again



I went on a bender this past weekend. A reading bender mind you.

I ripped through The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay and loved every moment of it. A homage to the golden age of comic books, New York city and the Empire State Building, and the American Dream, seasoned with a dash of Kabbalah and Jewish mysticism, and garnished with frequent references to the magical art of 'escape' as practiced by Houdini and others. This was the first one of Michael Chabon's books I've read; I think I'll be turning to others in the near future.

I wrapped up Kingdom of Fear by Hunter S. Thompson. Amusing, diverting and occasionally laugh-out-loud funny, but a still far from the heights of Hell's Angels and Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.

I also worked my way through With the Old Breed: At Peleliu and Okinawa by E.B. Sledge, staying up late Monday night to finish it. I'll refrain from saying anything more about this remarkable book for now and save it for a later post.

There are a couple of other books I've finished in the last couple of weeks...

Okinawan Karate: Teachers, Styles and Secret Techniques by Mark Bishop.
Probably of interest only if you're a practitioner of one of these styles, and then only if you want to learn more about the origins, history and prominent teachers of the martial tradition on Okinawa (this is not a 'how to' book). The 'Secret Techniques' bit of the title seems to me to be a bit of a misnomer (maybe added to 'sex it up?') ; the secret techniques are not so much actual moves or lost kata as they are breathing and training methods, and the philosophies behind them.

An Army at Dawn: The War in Africa, 1942-1943 by Rick Atkinson.
One of the blurbs for this book claims that Atkinson is doing for WWII what Catton and Foote did for the Civil War in their respective historical trilogies (An Army at Dawn is volume I of the 'The Liberation Trilogy). I'd have to agree with them. This is an excellent general history of the Allied effort in Africa, from Operation Torch to von Arnim's capitulation in Tunisia.

Preludes and Nocturnes (Sandman, Book 1) by Neil Gaiman et al.
Brilliant. Reminded me of exactly what can be done within the realm of comic books in the right hands. "The Sound of Her Wings" was fantastic - Death personified as an upbeat girl with a markedly 'goth' look. I 'll be reading the rest of the series as soon as I can get my hands on them.
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Churchill's Parrot



Yes, you read the above correctly. Churchill's parrot.. as in Winston S. Churchill.

"Churchill bought Charlie - giving him a boy's name despite the fact she was female - in 1937."

"He immediately began to teach her to swear - particularly in company - and she is keeping up the tradition today."

(link via Tacitus)

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Friday, January 16, 2004

Going Mobile



Or not.

The bad news is the Mach Five is down for the weekend.

The good news is it will 'only' cost $700 to get her up and running.

The end results?
I will not be going anywhere, or going out for that matter,this weekend.
I will not be going anywhere, or going out for that matter, in the near future.

I will have, in short order, the cleanest abode in the metro-Boston area.
I will, most likely, get caught up on the backlog of New Yorkers that have been taunting me.
I will, most likely, get caught up on my reading and finally start that copy of The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay that I bought 4 months ago.
I will, most definitely, break in that Playstation 2 in a serious manner.

Have a lovely long weekend y'all.
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Let's All Go to the Movies



Another game from CheddarX, similar to the one posted a while back. Answer the questions using the titles of movies that a favorite actor has appeared in; see if anyone can guess the actor. Play along at home if you'd like.

1. What is your home life like?
The Harder They Fall
2. What is your first thought when you think about
high school?

Angels With Dirty Faces
3. What is your strongest personality trait?
All Through The Night
4. What's your work like?
The Petrified Forest
5. What do you wish your job was?
The Amazing Doctor Clitterhouse
6. Describe your partner.
In A Lonely Place
7. Describe yourself.
We're No Angels
8. What's some good advice?
Thank Your Lucky Stars
9. Tell us about your childhood.
Battle Circus
10. What would you say to your ten year old self?
Knock on Any Door
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Cold Feelings



I've avoided posting about the cold weather, but I'd like to note that when I stepped outside this morning my hair froze solid in about 2 seconds. I caught a glimpse of myself in the glass while walking into Dunkin Donuts; the cold, wind, gel and water combined to create a fantastical hairy ice sculpture atop my head.

Meanwhile, bad karma continues to plague me in a variety of ways. The Mach Five is hors de combat; she wouldn't shift into gear this morning and is now patiently awaiting a tow.

The comments for this site continue to be inoperative.

How long O Lord, how long?
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Thursday, January 15, 2004

Under the Covers



Update:
Here's Red's list. Note to self: how on earth did you forget Madeline L'Engle?

And here's Emily's list. Again, I see another author - E.B. White - I totally overlooked.

The comments section in Red's post about weather somehow segued into a discussion of favorite childhood books, with the result that Red, Emily and I are all posting about our own particular favorites. Feel free to post about your own, if you're so inspired.

Anyway, the following titles are all books that I loved and read - and re-read - as a child, in many cases with a flashlight under the covers.

Rikki-Tikki-Tavi by Rudyard Kipling
I've written about this book before; I loved both the story (originally part of The Jungle Book) and the cartoon version. Both left me with a lifelong dislike of snakes.

Big Red by Jim Kjelgaard
What you have here is the story of a boy named Danny and his Irish Setter Big Red, that was devoured over and over again by a boy named Danny who desperately wanted a dog. Later - much later - when Molly and I would go hiking I realized I had fulfilled my childhood dream of a canine companion to roam the woods alongside me. Fortunately, we never ran into any Grizzly bears like Old Majesty. I still love this book; there is a copy sitting on my bookshelf and I've gone so far as to buy it for others.

Danny the Champion of the World by Roald Dahl
If I remember correctly, my godmother sent me this book as a gift. While he's better known for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (which I also read multiple times), this is my favorite Dahl book. Danny lives alone with his Dad, who teaches him the art of poaching. Yes - a subversive book - dad teaches son to break the law and thumb his nose at the evil English gentry.

Man O' War by Walter Farley
Historical fiction about a stableboy named Danny (are we seeing a pattern here?) who stays with the great racehorse through out his career. I first read this in the third grade, and was briefly inspired to become a jockey - until my mother told me I would be totoo big. I read most of Farley's works (The Black Stallion, The Island Stallion) available in the Ames Free Library, but I returned to this one over and over.

The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien
One day in what I think was 1977, my Dad and I were browsing at bookstore. I saw a movie magazine on the stands promoting that horrible Bakshi film of The Lord of the Rings, and entranced by the cover with monsters and men with swords, asked him t to buy it for me. Dad declined, saying he'd "get me the real thing." Shortly thereafter, when I was laid low with the chicken pox, he returned from a trip to the library with a copy of The Hobbit for me.

Harriet the Spy by Louise Fitzhugh
I came across this book one summer while my family and I were visiting some 'Irish' cousins. The end result was that I spent the better part of the afternoon hidden away and racing through this book. Harriet's obsession with observing folks and writing about them may make her a sort of proto-blogger.

Little Men by Louisa May Alcott
Before I had my own income and transportation, and thus instant access to reading material, a common complaint from me to my parents was 'I have nothing to read!' My mother handed me this book one day (she had a hardbound collection of Alcott's works) in what I believe must've been a desperate attempt to ward me off and shut me up. It worked - I retreated into the world of the boy's school run by Jo March and her husband, and left my poor mother alone - at least until I finished reading.

And oddly enough, my favorite character was the orphan boy - Danny.
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The Savagery of Subjectivity



Oh this is quite excellent...The Amazing and Incredible, Only-Slightly-Laughable, Politically Unassailable, PoMo English Title Generator. Type in the author and title of your favorite, or most loathed work and voila..paper titles spring forth. Here are some of my results...

Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlet Letter
1. Altering Production: Gendered Autobiography in Nathaniel Hawthorne's The Scarlett Letter
2. Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlett Letter, and The Subaltern: Mapping Mandatory Tolerance
3. Vision as Culture: Advocating Lesbian Dissection in Nathaniel Hawthorne's The Scarlett Letter
4. Figuring, Complicating, Infantilizing: Multiculturalism in Nathaniel Hawthorne and the Resistant Absence of Opposition in The Scarlett Letter
5. Semiotics and Theory in The Scarlett Letter: Nathaniel Hawthorne Re-producing Epistemological Economies

George Eliot, Silas Marner
1. The Savagery of Subjectivity and the Homosexual in George Eliot's Silas Marner
2. Homoerotics and Literacies in Silas Marner: George Eliot Supplementing Native Literacies
3. Silencing Echolalia: Essentialist Periphery in George Eliot's Silas Marner
4. Figuring the Outraged Penetration in George Eliot: Silas Marner and Violence
5. The Homosexual Nationalizing The Proletariat: George Eliot, Silas Marner and Illness

Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina
1. Nationalizing, Contesting, Naming: Mythos in Leo Tolstoy and the White Degeneration of Flight in Anna Karenina
2. The Murder of Ethnocentrism and the Objectified in Leo Tolstoy's Anna Karenina
3. The Flight of Authority and the Erotic in Leo Tolstoy's Anna Karenina
4. The Epistemology of Postmodernity and the Racist in Leo Tolstoy's Anna Karenina
5. Demo(li)tion as Bodies: Sectioning Suppressive Deviance in Leo Tolstoy's Anna Karenina

Ah yes, the murder of ethnocentrism indeed. Sadly, part of the reason I find the generator so amusing is the number large number of books and articles I suffered through during in college, all with titles - and text (oh God the text - I shiver to remember) as turgid and undecipherable as the titles above.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Eh?



Rebellious
You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Strait Outta Quincy



The other day Heather stumbled across a couple of Q-Town bloggers.

I just came across another one. Even though he recently moved to Stoughton (home of the Town Spa....mmmm pizza) he still qualifies as a Quincy blogger.
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Bohemian Rhapsody



Those of you worried about the continued survival of the rock opera as a viable art form need worry no more. The torch is being held aloft in Charm City.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Of Beren and Luthien



"I will tell you the tale of Tinuviel," said Strider, "in brief -- for it is a long tale of which the end is not known . . . It is a fair tale, though it is sad, as are all the tales of Middle-earth, and yet it may lift up your hearts." He was silent for some time, and then he began not to speak but to chant softly.
-The Fellowship of the Ring

For many readers of Tolkien, this is the first encounter they have with the tale of Beren and Luthien - a fragment of a much larger epic, recited by Aragorn to the hobbits on the hill of Weathertop. Though Tolkien first conceived the story during the First World War and eventually wrote some 4000 odd lines of verse in octosyllabic couplets (known as the Lay of Leithian), a full account of Beren and Luthien did not see print until the prose version in The Silmarillion was published after his death. This is highly ironic, given the significance of the tale, both in how important the tale is to Tolkien's mythology and in how much of the man himself is embedded in the story.

"Among the tales of sorrow and of ruin that come down to us from the darkness of those days there are some in which amid weeping there is joy and under the shadow of death light that endures."
-The Silmarillion

Beren was of the Edain, the Three Houses of Men, who fought alongside the Nolodorin elves in their war against Morgoth, the first Enemy. Beren remained in Dorthonion after the Dagor Bragollach, until his father Barahir and fellow companions were trapped and slain by Sauron, who was at that time but a servant of Morgoth. For a while after he remained in Dorthonion as a solitary outlaw, but as the forces of Morgoth overwhelmed the land he fled the highlands, passing over the Mountains of Terror into the hidden kingdom of Doriath.

Exhausted and worn from the war, wandering in the woods of Neldoreth Beren came upon Luthien, daughter of Thingol King of Doriath, who was singing and dancing under the trees. He fell in love with her immediately and cried out to her, calling her Tinuviel - "Nightingale." Luthien in turn fell in love with Beren, caring for his injuries of body and mind, and so her doom was sealed. For while he was a mortal man, Luthien was an elven princess, immortal, and the price for loving Beren would be to forsake her immortality and join him in death beyond the Circles of the World.

When Thingol learned of his daughter's love for a mortal, he contrived a way to send Beren to his death. Promising Luthien that no harm would come to Beren, Thingol instead set as a bride-price for his daughter's hand a Silmaril - one of the jewels set in Morgoth's crown. All of the power of the elves had not sufficed to retrieve the stolen jewels, but Beren, seeing no alternative, accepted the quest.

I won't tell the rest of the story. You should read it yourselves, and learn the full tale of the Quest of the Slimaril; and of Huan, the Great Hound who accompanied Beren; and of Carcaroth and the Hunting of the Wolf.

The links between the tale of Beren and Luthien and The Lord of the Rings are obvious. The saga of Aragorn and Arwen - which Tolkien considered central to The Lord of the Rings ("That is why I regard the tale of Arwen and Aragorn as the most important of the Appendices; it is part of the essential story...") - parallels that of Beren and Luthien. Like Beren, Argorn is a man in love with an immortal. And like Beren he must meet a high bride-price - to claim the throne of Gondor as the Heir of Isildur - set by a father reluctant to see his daughter become mortal.

But for me the full resonance of this piece of Tolkien's mythology comes from the connections - indeed inspirations - drawn from the author's real life and his own romance with his wife Edith.

Tolkien was orphaned at the age of twelve. Father Francis Morgan, a Catholic priest, became his guardian. At the age of sixteen Tolkien was living in a boarding house where he met Edith Bratt, another orphan, with whom he fell in love. When Father Morgan learned of their courtship, he forbade Tolkien to see or contact her until he turned 21, fearing she would interfere with the young man's academic pursuits. Tolkien waited the required three years, before writing to her on his 21st birthday and asking for her hand in marriage. They were married before Tolkien went off to war in the trenches of the Somme. While surviving unscathed, he was invalided home with trench fever.

Tolkien saw himself as Beren, the exhausted and bereaved soldier ("By 1918, all but one of my close friends were dead.") and Edith as his Tinuviel who nursed him back to health. He began composing the story of Beren and Luthien in 1917, inspired by time he and Edith spent walking in the woods, where she sang and danced for him. Tolkien remembered those days long after, later writing to his son Christopher of Edith "In those days, her hair was raven, her skin clear, her eyes brighter than you have seen them, and she could sing- and dance." The struggles of Beren and Luthien to be together are echoes of his own long and difficult courtship of Edith.

That Edith Tolkien was the direct inspiration for Luthien, and for the tale of Beren and Luthien as a whole, is made clear in letters Tolkien wrote after her death in 1971.

"I met the Luthien Tinuviel of my own personal romance with her long dark hair, fair face and starry eyes, and beautiful voice. But now she has gone before Beren, leaving him indeed one-handed, but he has no power to move the inexorable Mandos.. "

"I have never called Edith Luthien - but she was the source of the story that in time became the chief part of The Silmarilion. It was first conceived in a woodland glade filled with hemlocks at Roos in Yorkshire..."

On her gravestone Tolkien had inscribed:

Edith Mary Tolkien
Luthien
1889-1971


He remarked of this inscription:

"brief and jejune, except for Luthien, which says for me more than a multitude of words: for she was, and knew she was, my Luthien."

"I hope none of my children will feel that the use of this name is a sentimental fancy ... but she was the source of the story that in time became the chief part of the Silmarillion... For ever (especially when alone) we still met in the woodland glade, and went hand in hand many times to escape the shadow of imminent death before our last parting..."

Tolkien died in 1973, and was buried in the same grave as Edith. His inscription reads:

John Ronald Reuel Tolkien,
Beren, 1892-1973




(A tip of the hat to Ms. Red, whose own musings on Tolkien's works got me thinking.)
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Monday, January 12, 2004

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Friday, January 09, 2004

Shiftless When Idle



A little Cheddar for a cold Friday evening....

1. Do you have a pet name for your significant other? If so, how did it come about?
I do not have a significant other.

Any rumors concerning the use of pet names for former significant others can neither be confirmed nor denied at this time.

My trusty Saturn is referred to as the Mach Five. Does that count?
2. What was your favorite cartoon growing up? What's your favorite cartoon now?
Bugs Bunny - then, now, and forever.

Although Scooby Doo runs a close second. And I mean the original Scooby Doo, without Scrappy or Scooby Doo. Or the freakin' Harlem Globetrotters for that matter. Just strait-up Mystery Machine goodness. Preferably with the musical chase interlude, where the monster chases the gang around while some pseudo rock music plays in the background - a cartoon video, if you will.

I would've gotten away with it, if it wasn't for you meddling kids...
3. What is your best way to save money?
The quickest way for me to save money would be to kick my daily Dunkin Donuts fix. And stop buying books.

I said quickest, not easiest.
4. What was your most frivolous purchase in the last couple of months?
Tickets to fly south for New Year's Eve. I could've driven - was actually planning on it. I just decided at the last minute that spending eight hours in a car both ways might cause my head to explode.

But I didn't have to fly.
5. What word would you like to see banished from use forever?
Any one of the many canting euphemisms for death: passed away, passed on, crossed over, put down, put to sleep. None of the folks I cared about and lost the past two years 'passed away.' They died. As we all will.

Deal with reality.
6. What is the strangest thing about someone that has attracted you?
What an odd question. What kind of answer are you looking for? That I dig woman with peg legs or something similarly bizarre?

Let's not be silly here. Now move along.
7. What was your most memorable New Year's Eve? Why?
Well this year was highly entertaining. And the 2000 family reunion/new Years Eve party/gambling session/hot-tubbing drinkathon was quite memorable as well. Other than that...well...I don't much care for New Year's Eve.
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Thursday, January 08, 2004

Death Letter Blues



I've mentioned before that I read a lot of what is often referred to (and in a condescending tone) as genre fiction. Westerns, science fiction, fantasy - I've read my way through them and often found works in these 'pulp' fields (another term often used in a perjorative sense) to be far more entertaining and thought provoking that what we're told is 'real' literature. To be sure there are plenty of duds in these genres - but what field of creative endeavor doesn't produce it's share of duds?

Along with the genres mentioned above, I've read and loved a lot of mysteries, specifically private-eye novels. So naturally I disagreed with everything Ben Yagoda wrote in his article The Case of the Overrated Mystery Novel (link requires you to click through some damn fool ad).

Yagoda kicks off his essay by opining that "Amid the logrolling and endless hype, one thing gets obscured: Raymond Chandler and Ross Macdonald did it first, and did it a lot better." He's barely begun and already he's wrong. Dashiell Hammett (who is conspicuous in his absence from an essay about series detectives) did it first; The Maltese Falcon was published in 1930, while Chandler's first novel The Big Sleep was not published until 1939. Yagoda also refers to Chandler as "the greatest worker in this field" without offering any evidence to back up this opinion - we're simply expected to take his word for it. Well, as one of my high school teachers once told me, unsupported generalizations are bullshit. You can tell me you think Chandler is the greatest, but without giving me more than that I'm not necessarily going to be convinced. And in this case, I'm not.

Yagoda does go into detail as to why he finds Macdonald a superior writer compared to today's crime novelists:
"...Macdonald kept the sense of the private eye as a flawed knight patrolling the mean streets, but toned down the emotional volume and the verbal extravagance: Chandler averages one simile a paragraph, Macdonald one a chapter. What the latter writer offered, more than his literary mentor, was, first, coherent plots; second, an almost journalistic interest in the social and economic strata of contemporary Los Angeles; and, third, a consistent and compelling theme: the power of the past to influence the present. "

The first thing that popped into my head after reading this paragraph was 'what about James Lee Burke?' His series of novels featuring Detective Dave Robicheaux contains all the elements mentioned above. Plotting is indeed coherent; his descriptions of Louisiana and New Orleans past and present, and the people who live there, are quite evocative. And from the first novel in the series, The Neon Rain, the past - both Robicheaux's own and that of his community, is always reaching out to touch the present. I should mention that Yagoda notes in his essay that he has "read through" James Lee Burke, but offers no criticism or information on why he found the Burke's writing to be lacking.

In all fairness, Yagoda offers further criticism of the detective genre beyond whether or not the elements he praises Macdonald for are present in a work. His issue with detective stories is that they " to require two items that run counter to literary values and that, no matter what the author's skills (clean prose, social or psychological observation, plot construction), will artistically doom it. "

The first issue concerns the detectives themselves, namely that they are " is invariably romanticized or sentimentalized" and that they are "always a combination of three not especially interesting things: toughness, efficacy and sensitivity. " Yagoda also notes that without these traits, characters end up "being bland."

The second issue touches on plot. Yagoda states that series detective novels have a "very formulaic quality that lets a book be part of a series. Similar things happen in similar ways, which is probably as apt a definition as you'll ever find of how not to make good literature. "

Now Robert Parker's Spenser series fits the above description pretty closely (and interestingly enough Parker is heavily influenced by Chandler, to the point of taking on the task of completing one of Chandler's unfinished novels.) But consider James Ellroy, author of L.A. Confidential. His plots are hardly formulaic - in fact they tend towards the byzantine and unusual. To say that L.A. Confidential is about prostitution, pornography and police corruption in 1950s Los Angeles barely begins to describe the plot; a far cry from a lone detective cracking a case. Nor do his characters all fit the mold Yagoda describes. Some are brutal; some are unscrupulously ambitious, some are flat-out corrupt. There are other writers - James Crumley comes to mind - who are also quite adept at playing with the conventions of noir/detective fiction. Yagoda references neither Ellroy nor Crumley in his article.*

Part of the problem, I suspect, is that Yagoda and I view books and reading in different ways. I intensely dislike the practice of anointing certain works as 'literature' or having 'literary value' and therefore being worthy of some sort of reverence, as opposed to other works that denigrated as 'pulp' or mere 'genre fiction', suitable for fleeting entertainment but not really 'respectable' or worthy of serious consideration. This simply makes no sense to me, since I never figured out what, beyond subject matter, makes something 'literature' or not. Dickens was considered a hack in his day, and The Iliad sung for pure entertainment; now both are studied in schools. Go figure. I certainly can't. To me, a book is either well-written or it's not, regardless of setting or subject matter or genre. Yagoda writes that he looked for a mystery author who was not a simple genre writer but a "purveyor of literature." He sees a boundary where I do not. If a piece of writing is superior to others, regardless of whether the author's name is Hammett or Hemingway, it will continue to be read and enjoyed. You may take a book, call it literature, even inflict it on students, but that won't make a difference as to it's merits. Silas Marner anyone?

On the other hand, I enjoy Miller High Life as much as I do Anchor Steam. So your mileage may vary.

*Crumley did write to Salon in answer to Yagoda's essay. The response was as follows:
"Gee, Ben, I don't disagree with your take on the mystery novel, but I hate to be left out. I haven't written a lot of novels or won a bunch of prizes, but I think my books stand nicely next to Chandler and Macdonald. Give us guys on the side a chance to be included. Or insulted. "
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Merry Go Round



For your consideration and perhaps enjoyment, some highlights of my holiday season...

First up, My Big Fat Sicilian Christmas Eve. After years of hinting (and none too subtly I might add) I finally attended the Night of the Seven Fishes Christmas Eve feast that my sister's Sicilian in-laws put on. Yea, verily I tell you much eating and drinking was done. But the absolute joy of the evening was the utter chaos that ensued when my sister attempted to explain the rules of a Yankee Swap to a roomful of Sicilian immigrants (who inexplicably referred to it as a 'Yankee Wrap'.) Oh the yelling and shouting - in three languages - and wild waving of arms and hands. We actually had to repeat the drawing of numbers. So I guess if you add enough decibels, lemoncello and gesticulations, you got yourself a Sicilian Swap.

We celebrated Christmas Day with brunch at my sister's new condo, which went smoothly enough considering the various folks in attendance. And after the guests departed, my brother-in-law and I settled down to watch a couple of hours of Celebrity Poker Showdown. I love playing Texas Hold 'Em and do so on a fairly regular basis, but I wasn't watching this to try and improve my game - we're not talking the World Series of Poker caliber play here.

Now it should be noted that I have no interest in celebrity gossip, or what they do or so off the screen or stage or playing field. But for some reason I was riveted to the tube, watching to see how well each contestant could actually play poker - maybe because it made me feel better about my game. Take Coolio for example (and how you could not be filled with glee watching Coolio - who hasn't had a hit in years - play 'Celebrity' poker?) - he plays poker like a kamikaze flies a plane. He would've been knocked out of the game on the second hand(!) if he hadn't been lucky enough to draw to a strait on the river. So he promptly turned around and got himself bumped out on the next hand dealt. This despite his claims in a pre-game interview that he was "proficient in many card games." Um...yeah...like War, or go Fish. Heh.

And then there was New Year's Eve, marked by a Sexy New Year's Eve Party at chez Bunny in Annapolis. By 'sexy' Bunny and his roommate meant formal, with black tie optional. And since I haven't had an opportunity to break out the tux since last February, I was more than happy to comply. (Note to friends and family: getting dressed up is fun and I need to do it more often. So start throwing some black tie affairs, will ya?)

The preparation that went into this affair was both meticulous and extensive. I'm talking about:
*the bar with a finished top that was constructed in the back yard. Complete with foot rail.
*the huge amount and variety of beer and booze said bar was stocked with, including a rather lethal concoction dubbed 'Love Potion Number Nine.'
*decorations: lights, balloons, signs, and a giant inflatable snowman that lit up and towered over the back yard.
*music - Bunny literally spent weeks burning a 5 CD soundtrack for the evening, starting off with cocktail hour tunes from the likes of Sinatra and ending up with a weird, yet oddly appropriate medley of songs ranging from White Lines to Say Isn't So.
*polaroids - a polaroid camera was purchased, ostensibly so Bunny and his roommate J. could have their pictures taken with every female guest as they arrived. This lasted for about an hour, after which the camera circulated around the party and all sorts of candid type shots were taken. And then waved in your face the next morning. Ahem.
*buttons - another area in which attention to detail showed through. Just after we were suited up and about to adjourn to the backyard bar, Bunny called me over and said to pick a button. Pinned to the lapel of his tuxedo was a button proudly emblazoned with the motto 'I (heart) Porn.' So I followed suit and choose a button that tastefully proclaimed me 'Kinky as a Cheap Garden House.' I mean, why not get into the spirit of things?

Of course, certain guests added their own je ne sais quoi to the goings on. Like the girl who tossed her bra into the tree behind the bar. Or the two strange girls making out in the bathroom - perhaps they were the ones who smashed the shower door in? And let's not forget whoever brought the whip cream. Even cleaning up was enjoyable; it was like an Easter Egg where you'd find all sorts of lovely things (fifth of Tallisker anyone) that folks helpfully left behind.

And yes, the police came. It's not an official party unless the police show up, now is it?
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004

The Message



So...did you miss me?

Heh, I figured as much.

I do promise a post at some point - perhaps with pictures(!) - about various and sundry goings on the past week or so. But I've no time for that at the moment. The soundtrack for these times is The Message by Grandmaster Flash; in large part because Bunny's on an old school rap kick these days and I probably heard that song about a hundred times in the last week. But hey, the lyrics are appropriate.

Don't push me 'cuz I'm close to the edge,
I'm trying not to lose my head.
It's like a jungle sometimes,
it makes me wonder how I keep from goin' under.


But don't worry, I'll be back soon with a full explanation of why my tuxedo smells like wood smoke and other mysteries.

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